Jetlag

days full of empty thoughts
it's my disillusions consequence
why trust in instincts voice
it always leads to twisted paths

it was too good to be true
and too bad to be justice
a cancer is emerging
to fill this massive void

i never loved you
but i wanted to

fear of regret and lucid dream
extended an open hand
a day of fate will arrive
i trust in that or lose it all

the young grow bold
while the old grow numb
but one is without a memory of
the burn and sting of misplaced hopes

i never loved you
but i wanted to

nothing to blame
or retaliate for
it was just a lonely song
fetal embrace repair my soul

i'm numb but not from pain
these disillusions still remain
sell out the regret stained heart
appease the gods of broken dreams

i never loved you
but i wanted to